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Well, did you ever have this "I'll do this so much better than anything" kind of felling? This was just a question...

Today was a nice day... Had fun during
the day, yes, cause i have fun at work, i'm not only those kind of
person that is waiting for the hour to leave, i just like to work, i do
it with pleasure, and this way i can sleep in the night never worring
about work... Things that don't usually let me sleep at night are: my
hypocondriasis, and lack of sex... Yes... Why not to say if it's true?
Lack of sex makes you not be able to sleep at night...

Moving forward...

Although it was a fun day i felt very
tired, i usually only sleep 4 hours per day, this last night i slept
for 5 hours, i guess when i oversleep i get tired and tired...

So, when i looked at the watch was
already 18.20 i had to leave work quickly, and high speed by car to the
gym... This is one thing that sometimes i dream about... High speed car
accident, you know... I guess it's just in my nature, i walk fast, i
run or runned fast... i just don't like to lose time...

Then this girl of the gym... She
looked at me all the time... i was on the bikes, and she just stared at
me... I paused my exercise and when to her... told her... "Sorry to ask
you this... But... You know... It's possible not to stare at me? I
would understand if i was a pretty boy, but i'm not that special" She
replyed... "Until you do not accept to go out with me, i'll not stop
this harassement! I'll win you by force if i have to! By the way you
look hot when sweting" Never heard this kind of words on a sober
girl... Well, but now it's a matter of honer, i'll not cave, and she
will not win me xD

Now i'm at home... writing with my russian friend...

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The day started awfully good, yes...

I went to the mechanic, it seem that instead of 350€ i have to spend only 75€... That's a good new...

I've read the newspaper, finally
FCPorto will get rid of that annoyng player, Bosingwa, he says so many
stupid things... So not good for the club he's in... FCPorto have
rules, and discipline, eventhough he's the best right defender of the
World...

OK... Lunch was ok... Saturdays lunch
are this kinda fast-food stuff, i already know that dinners will be
pasta... It's all in the book!

Then i cleaned my room (!) yes, i do it!

Then the part of the day that i was waiting for finally came, yes...

(...)

At 19:45 i had to leave for the
football match, somehow i was sad to leave, didn't enjoy the match, in
fact i didn't even watch it... I was there, i know we won 2-0 2 goals
from Farias, but... I wasn't thinking of the game...

Plus, my neck still hurts, i wonder
what's this? I know, i've had a past of hypocondrism, and i have this
neutropenia thing... But it hurts, i can fell it... I think i'll go to
the doctor soon...

I'm still sad...

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Well, today i've decided to write in this thingy...

Well
"thingy" now this word reminds me someone... That's because of her that
i've decided to write in this blog, probably she will read this, yeah
she will... I told her, always so many things but not maybe somethings
i should... I just can't do it for now... I never talked to anyone as i
talk to her...

Anyway,
yeah, probably you don't understand a word of above text, but it's just
fellings that cross my mind... so...it might be a bit... confuse.

Well, my
day was okay... A lot of work, although is not that stressfull times
that i love to at work... i love to work under pressure, with stress,
this make me forget how shitty was my life this past few years... And i
always keep my mood up when i have a lot of work...

Plus this girl... Made me cry... Since years i didn't... I did it just now... But this time i'm glad i did...