For a while now I've had these stupid arguments with mum about my graduation party ( food -.-' ) and about me going there and more recently about the renovation of the apartment that we - i hope to god - will get soon. I don't really care but I know what I want, and I want to keep my graduation party simple and cozy and highly informal, but she just keeps on the blahblahblah and maybe this, maybe that... And I know we will do something to the place only if it's our own choice and our own idea. But she just keeps on shoving her ideas to me.. o..ö And now, in the sauna, she was like 'you should ask olli ( my grandpa ) bout all that since he's an expert in those things!' Blah, I say. I wanna discuss all this with you. ONLY with you.
Hmmm.. Apparently grandparents wanna have grandma's 60th birthday in Portugal, with us... And my parents, but it would be in July and my parents can only come there in August, as you know.. But anyways... We will have so many visitors, at least in the first few months... x) Poor us... Can't enjoy ourselves freely.. But I think it would be fun, and of course, it would help me settle down there, if I have some familiar faces, other than you, there... At times...
Hmm.. If they call you saying that we get the place.. Would you like it that I came there after Easter? That's if I get enough money for the tickets.... :/ But I'm guessing I could get some from parents and grandparents, it wouldn't be all that much anyways...
Oh and you know what? I just love to plan all those things with you... :3 It will be our home... Our place... Our own little paradise.. :3 Even if it was some crappy old flat with no running water and no electricity, it would be a paradise for me. Cos it would be ours.. Just you and me there... In our perfect little life... x3
I love you!!! Hear that? I LOVE YOU!!
I miss your lips...
sexta-feira, março 27, 2009
terça-feira, março 24, 2009
The perfection...
Cause I don't get tired of writing the same things over and over again, mostly cause it's true, but also it makes you happy, and that's my happiness... To see you happy!
Can't wait for the sweet moment to come, when we will start living together, we can do what we wanna do, freely and without restrictions!
We'll have a place for us, that we can mold it our own, we can be ourselves in any part of it...
I want to spend with you the warm days of summer in the balcony, we can use some blankets so that we don't lay on the floor, but you'll see how warm is it in here, even in the middle of the night, and we can lay there till the sun start to rise, and then we can go to bed.
Your parents seem to start to accept more easily about us, if it's so, it's great!
You know there's a saying, or at least a lot of people say it, that when someone have a perfect life it's like "American dream" well... i have a new definition for it "Viivi and Nelson" we are our American dream, cause we are perfect together.
I had a dream today, it was mostly cause of the conversation we had yesterday, so i dreamed about it...
I was at work, and with a lot to do, i had piles of paper in my desk, i looked at the clock on my mobile phone, it was already 19.00, and i planned to stay at work till at least 21.00, but in my phone there was a text.. "I miss you, can you come home and leave all the junk work for tomorrow?"
I didn't think twice, i shuted down the computer grabbed my jacket and drive home, as i started to open the home door, i heard some quick steps, i opened the door, and at the same moment i was attacked by a strong hug, that i had to step back, so we standed there in the hallway, hugging, and we started to kiss also, and we were there like for already 2 minutes you wispered me... "Neighbors" and i said "So what?" We hugged some more, then we steped home hand to hand...
I love your hugs, they can last forever, and i'll never get tired of it..
I remember i woke up to the dream and i talked something like "Thanks for the reception, hun" and dad heard me "She's not there, monkey!" Yeah, he calls me monkey sometimes xD i call him gorilla, so... xD
Anyway... If there's a defenition for perfection... It's us...
I love you, snow shinny princess. <3<3<3<3
Can't wait for the sweet moment to come, when we will start living together, we can do what we wanna do, freely and without restrictions!
We'll have a place for us, that we can mold it our own, we can be ourselves in any part of it...
I want to spend with you the warm days of summer in the balcony, we can use some blankets so that we don't lay on the floor, but you'll see how warm is it in here, even in the middle of the night, and we can lay there till the sun start to rise, and then we can go to bed.
Your parents seem to start to accept more easily about us, if it's so, it's great!
You know there's a saying, or at least a lot of people say it, that when someone have a perfect life it's like "American dream" well... i have a new definition for it "Viivi and Nelson" we are our American dream, cause we are perfect together.
I had a dream today, it was mostly cause of the conversation we had yesterday, so i dreamed about it...
I was at work, and with a lot to do, i had piles of paper in my desk, i looked at the clock on my mobile phone, it was already 19.00, and i planned to stay at work till at least 21.00, but in my phone there was a text.. "I miss you, can you come home and leave all the junk work for tomorrow?"
I didn't think twice, i shuted down the computer grabbed my jacket and drive home, as i started to open the home door, i heard some quick steps, i opened the door, and at the same moment i was attacked by a strong hug, that i had to step back, so we standed there in the hallway, hugging, and we started to kiss also, and we were there like for already 2 minutes you wispered me... "Neighbors" and i said "So what?" We hugged some more, then we steped home hand to hand...
I love your hugs, they can last forever, and i'll never get tired of it..
I remember i woke up to the dream and i talked something like "Thanks for the reception, hun" and dad heard me "She's not there, monkey!" Yeah, he calls me monkey sometimes xD i call him gorilla, so... xD
Anyway... If there's a defenition for perfection... It's us...
I love you, snow shinny princess. <3<3<3<3
quarta-feira, março 18, 2009
It's so true...
I keep on thinking to myself how it's possible to love you so much... I mean... Of course I love you, you are amazing! But the way I fell for you was so.. Odd... Even for me. And how I was so sad when I thought I'd lose you, when I haven't ever even seen you...You got so deep inside somehow, which might have something to do with the fact that I was heartbroken and in a million pieces... Maybe you just offered me the tape and the glue^^.
I'm so dead scared of the moving now.... But I'm guessing some of it is just relocated fear... I mean. From the finals, and the ending of my high school. And I've just summed it all up and splatted it on the moving. As if it was somehow more normal to be afraid of that than... All the other stuff...
As ( I think ) I've told you, I'm sure I've been in love with you all my life.. How would you have all the things I've ever wanted in a guy if it wasn't so? I'm just asking...
"Ce que je vais vous dire n'est pas facil à entendre, impossible à admettre, mais si vous voulez bien écouter notre histoire, si vous voulez bien me faire confiance, alors peut-être que vous finirez par me croire et c'est très important car vous êtes, sans le savoir, la seule personne au monde avec qui je puisse partager ce secret."
I'm so dead scared of the moving now.... But I'm guessing some of it is just relocated fear... I mean. From the finals, and the ending of my high school. And I've just summed it all up and splatted it on the moving. As if it was somehow more normal to be afraid of that than... All the other stuff...
As ( I think ) I've told you, I'm sure I've been in love with you all my life.. How would you have all the things I've ever wanted in a guy if it wasn't so? I'm just asking...
"Ce que je vais vous dire n'est pas facil à entendre, impossible à admettre, mais si vous voulez bien écouter notre histoire, si vous voulez bien me faire confiance, alors peut-être que vous finirez par me croire et c'est très important car vous êtes, sans le savoir, la seule personne au monde avec qui je puisse partager ce secret."
sábado, março 14, 2009
You'll always be safe with me...
I can't sleep... I dunno why... If it's the apartment process, if it's what you have said again about your parents, or if i just miss you like crazy...
Anyway i can talk about those three...
The apartment as you know will have the final decision within 2 weeks, the bank will tell us if we can have the place or not... And that it's like the "sure", then it's already with the apartment guaranteed that we'll wait for the "habitation documents" so we can start moving...
If we get that apartment, hun... It's a great place, you'll love it...
Your parents... I know you are the one suffering about this whole situation created by them... But i'm am of course sad, really, deply sad... We love so much each other... Why can't they acept that? I thought that they supported us so much... I know it's hard for them to watch their little girl moving, but... Isn't that the law of the life? Of course there's a big distance and all, but... There are phones, internet and plane trips...
I already heard mum crying, and i'm just moving to a apartment in the same town... I understand it's always hard for them, but... We gotta move on our life...
Anyway, when at our place, i'll make you feel confortable, we'll be happy, and i'll have a good reason to leave work earlier ^^'
I'll be at work, waiting for the 18.00 to arrive, to go to my beautiful girl...
My work... Well, i'm so happy that my work is going so well, it's like... I'm only there for less than 2 years and i already heard so much people talking good about me...
My boss, the main guy in the company, the owner of the whole thing already told my dad that i'll be very important in the company, he also said it more than once, and to more than one person... And i gotta say that the reason i'm trying to be so perfect it's because i have you... I wanna provide you a stable life, with no money problems, of course that i don't earn like... millions of money, but i'm there for less then two years, and i've been raised already 3 times...
And yeah... I'm just missing you like crazy... I miss your smell, your touch, your voice, your hugs... YOU... I want you for the rest of my life, you ARE my life...
I love you so much, i'll always and forever will...
Well... This is like... what keeps me from sleep... But yeah, this is just a sum... cause i could go on and on and on about this... I wish you would be awake now so we could talk, but i hope you are sleeping well and tight and warm!
I love you, baby <3
Princess, hun!
Anyway i can talk about those three...
The apartment as you know will have the final decision within 2 weeks, the bank will tell us if we can have the place or not... And that it's like the "sure", then it's already with the apartment guaranteed that we'll wait for the "habitation documents" so we can start moving...
If we get that apartment, hun... It's a great place, you'll love it...
Your parents... I know you are the one suffering about this whole situation created by them... But i'm am of course sad, really, deply sad... We love so much each other... Why can't they acept that? I thought that they supported us so much... I know it's hard for them to watch their little girl moving, but... Isn't that the law of the life? Of course there's a big distance and all, but... There are phones, internet and plane trips...
I already heard mum crying, and i'm just moving to a apartment in the same town... I understand it's always hard for them, but... We gotta move on our life...
Anyway, when at our place, i'll make you feel confortable, we'll be happy, and i'll have a good reason to leave work earlier ^^'
I'll be at work, waiting for the 18.00 to arrive, to go to my beautiful girl...
My work... Well, i'm so happy that my work is going so well, it's like... I'm only there for less than 2 years and i already heard so much people talking good about me...
My boss, the main guy in the company, the owner of the whole thing already told my dad that i'll be very important in the company, he also said it more than once, and to more than one person... And i gotta say that the reason i'm trying to be so perfect it's because i have you... I wanna provide you a stable life, with no money problems, of course that i don't earn like... millions of money, but i'm there for less then two years, and i've been raised already 3 times...
And yeah... I'm just missing you like crazy... I miss your smell, your touch, your voice, your hugs... YOU... I want you for the rest of my life, you ARE my life...
I love you so much, i'll always and forever will...
Well... This is like... what keeps me from sleep... But yeah, this is just a sum... cause i could go on and on and on about this... I wish you would be awake now so we could talk, but i hope you are sleeping well and tight and warm!
I love you, baby <3
Princess, hun!
terça-feira, março 10, 2009
...remind me to tell you this one idea, cos i'll forget it in 2 mins again.
I just had a huuuuge affection attack... I love you so much! ó.O
And I think it's so unfair that my parents act like that... I heard mum cry again... Ok, I didn't hear what they were talking about, but... I don't think there's that much to cry about now.
I wish I could already start packing.. :/ *sigh* I still have to do those stupid freaking finals ( and the first is on FRIDAY!!! o..o ) And after that... I might have time to better think it thru.. What and how I will have with me to take there. And gods I hope it doesn't take 2 months for all that!! o.o I wanna be there! ó.O With you...
I would so love to just get the bags here on the floor and go thru everything I have.. 'this one comes with... this one not... this one goes in that back.. this one in the other one... this I have to wrap in something so it wont break...'
Whatever I don't take there, I have to put in boxes or something... And then we're gonna put all that I leave here to the smallest room here.. -.-' Parents' bedroom... I think you never went there, so... You don't know what it's like... But.. It's like... Half of mine. And there's 2 doors.. One to the livingroom... Tho it's blocked by the closets and bookshelves, but.... Still.. Stupid room... And if I have to spend some days there, it will be hell for me... -.-' Cos my brother - as you know - is an ass and only cares about himself...
Still, if changing into a tiny little crappy room means moving to Portugal sooner, I'd do it now.
I love you, Nelly bear<3
And I think it's so unfair that my parents act like that... I heard mum cry again... Ok, I didn't hear what they were talking about, but... I don't think there's that much to cry about now.
I wish I could already start packing.. :/ *sigh* I still have to do those stupid freaking finals ( and the first is on FRIDAY!!! o..o ) And after that... I might have time to better think it thru.. What and how I will have with me to take there. And gods I hope it doesn't take 2 months for all that!! o.o I wanna be there! ó.O With you...
I would so love to just get the bags here on the floor and go thru everything I have.. 'this one comes with... this one not... this one goes in that back.. this one in the other one... this I have to wrap in something so it wont break...'
Whatever I don't take there, I have to put in boxes or something... And then we're gonna put all that I leave here to the smallest room here.. -.-' Parents' bedroom... I think you never went there, so... You don't know what it's like... But.. It's like... Half of mine. And there's 2 doors.. One to the livingroom... Tho it's blocked by the closets and bookshelves, but.... Still.. Stupid room... And if I have to spend some days there, it will be hell for me... -.-' Cos my brother - as you know - is an ass and only cares about himself...
Still, if changing into a tiny little crappy room means moving to Portugal sooner, I'd do it now.
I love you, Nelly bear<3
domingo, março 08, 2009
We are gonna live together!
I just need the "yes!" of the bank!
Even if they say no we'll go for another, little smaller and cheaper apartment, but still bigger than the ones we are used to!
But that one was great! So big and, and, and... Wonderful!!! And with great sights!
Anyway it will be great to live with you :3
I already asked for Tony's TV, he said yes (of course) he's a great guy, he always gives things! Oh and the little kid is avaiable to take care of the rats ^^
Well... This was more to keep this blog alive, i dunno what more to write, but i don't wanna stop writing on this blog ^^
I love you so much honey! :3
<3<3<3
Even if they say no we'll go for another, little smaller and cheaper apartment, but still bigger than the ones we are used to!
But that one was great! So big and, and, and... Wonderful!!! And with great sights!
Anyway it will be great to live with you :3
I already asked for Tony's TV, he said yes (of course) he's a great guy, he always gives things! Oh and the little kid is avaiable to take care of the rats ^^
Well... This was more to keep this blog alive, i dunno what more to write, but i don't wanna stop writing on this blog ^^
I love you so much honey! :3
<3<3<3
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