It's today!

I woke up... Now on my way to the airport!

See you later honey! We'll sleep together tonight! <3<3<3

LOVE YOU!

Almost there...

TWO!!! TWO simple days and I'm there! With you, my love!!

Can't wait to hold you again in my arms, to be in the bed hazing like we used to do at the hotel, hugging you, kissing you, laughing and babbling... I really love you...

I'll leave home around 3.30, to be in Porto at 4.30, the plane is at 6.25, all this is a.m. hour, I'll arrive Frankfurt at 10.10, German time... I really hope i don't get lost there ^^' I've seen their website, and they are BIG! You know that if you wanna change terminal you have to go by subway? How wicked is it?
Anyway i have around 4 hours to do what i wanna, they have a lot of stores so i just might walk around and see stuff... I gotta eat something too...
I'll leave Germany at 14.05, please send me a text at 13.15.... hum... by your time will be at 14.15, i don't wanna risk forgetting what time is it. ^^

I don't travel for such a long time, and i must admit that flying is not very comfortable for me... Anyway, i don't mind x)

I'll arrive Helsinki at 17.30, i wanna HUG you!!!! I'll be so lost... That I'll probably don't recognize anyone, cause I'll be looking... But... Not seeing anything, so... Attack me :'D
Oh, and remind me to call my parents... I mean i might be so excited that i may just forget x)

And then... Your parents... I'll meet them for the first time in my life... Oh gods! xD
But... Anything for you my love...

I hope they don't lose my luggage... :'D

I love you, my honey! :3

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Imagine me and you...

...in our own little apartment, with our perfect little family. :3 Just us and our little baby guys. I neeeeeeeed to be with you there! Think if we get to move there together in the end of next month.. It's like sooo soon! And we can see together how the spring goes on and soon it's summer.. x3 I... so... wanna see Portugal in the summer. And you... my own little perfect piece of Portugal... ^^'

I'm cleaning the closet! And you know, the first thing there is is your bag... ^^' I still have to empty one of the shelves for you.. o.ö I dunno which one.. x/ Cos I kinda need the clothes there... Well, I'll figure that out when it's like a few days till you're here ( it already is!!! only one week!! )

I love you<3

...and that's all. ^^'

I try to be perfect for you...

I never really cared to look good, or to be perfect for someone... I do for you... I try to be perfect, amazing boyfriend, i can't sometimes, cause I'm not perfect... But i try...

I know that sometimes i might seem passive, like in this apartment stuff... But... OK, I'll tell you every time I'm looking for them, but usually i do it when we are not talking, then if nothing interesting comes up i forget... But... I promise I'll only look for apartments when we are talking... I'm also serious about this... I really wanna move with you, i only wish i had so much more money, things would get so much more easy, but this wont stop us for finding a perfect first place for us...

Living together with the girl i love... I can't really believe that it WILL happen ^^ and not that far... It will be soon... What is the feeling of going home to be with the one i love? It must be so amazing! Waiting to arrive that time of the day where we'll both be at home and... We can be there for each other... Gosh... I really love you!
You know i think we already had a little of "home", when you were at the hotel and i was at work and you were there... Waiting for me :3 So amazingly great! Too bad you were a bit sick :( When you are sick it's like... I wanna get sick too... And be there feeling the same thing as you so you don't feel lonely... But... Even if i'm sick too, I'll always care for you, and cook for you, and giving you bath, and stuff like that ^^'

You are eveything to me... You are my heart... I love you my little princess!

All through your life
I'll be by your side
Till death do us part
Baby, I'll be yours
My love will never end
Till death do us part

There'll be good times
And there'll be bad
But I will stand beside you woman
All the way
And through the years
As life will put us through
When snow will fall on winter nights
I'll keep you warm inside

8 days... 8 days and i'll be there... to spend 4 whole days with you!! Plus the evening of the 19th ^^'
I'll so cry at the airport ^^' Silly boy...

But... For you... i don't hide my feelings... That night in the hotel, was like... the first time i cryed so much in front of someone... It was quite a show, huh? ^^' It just wouldn't stop xD I was like thinking to myself... "Stop you stupid asshole, fucking mooron" xD

But despite all...

Life's worth living... Cause you exist, and cause we exist as "us"

I love you so much! <3<3<3<3

My litttle princess ^^'

I'm your Nelly Bear... You are safe with me...

Hun...
I understand that sometimes you get all sad and down, it's normal, i get that too... You miss me, you need me, i understand all that cause... I feel the same everyday...

You have afraid to fall... Don't! You are safe with me... And... We are strong, we have to carry on, cause it will be worth it... We are in love we are immortal together...
And i wont let you fall...
We need each other...

I love you my little beautiful, honey princess...

I'm so scared when i see you down like that... I get so afraid... I dunno what to write more... Just... Don't fall... you are safe with me... I love you so much... You mean everything to me... You are my world...

I wanna marry you..

I'm so in love with you..
I listened to this song this morning, and it's been playing on and on in my head all day. I... I was gonna write more but I forgot what it was... Anyways, I think this pretty much sums up all I had to say...

Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night, it's only right
To think about the girl you love and hold her tight
So happy together

If I should call you up, invest a dime
And you say you belong to me and ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be, so very fine
So happy together

I can't see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me, baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

I can't sleep..

I can't sleep... You are probably having the princess sleeping beauty... But i can't sleep...
I just miss you so much, your touch, your smell, your amazing kiss... I miss you... I would like to skip this few months and have you here for good... And then i would like to skip again the studies time and have you here for good... And start our life for good...
Before i went to bed today my dad came to me to talk about the suitcase i'm gonna take it there, i still haven't bought one... And the one i have is sucky! Then he interrupted that subject and asked me... "Did you ever felt this for someone? I can see in your eyes that she's the one..."
I tried to hold my tears in and said something like "Let's put it this way... You need water and sun to live right? Well... She's my water, my sun, my everything... I love her, and she loves me... The future is us..." Then i went to bed.

Can you immagine? My curiosity about your country made me talk to you... To a person i didn't knew... I don't do that often, i don't do it at all, but i had the courage to start talking to you..
Since i was like... 16 me and my friend also Nelson dreamed on making a trip together to Finland i don't remember the reasons quite well, but i remember that one of the reasons was the snow... We even started to look for cheap flights, but then suddently we stop talking and we moved to different classes so, we didn't talk more... But my passion for Finland carried on... And now... Cause of that passion i'll live with a finnish girl for the rest of my life... Even living in here, i want to visit Finland a lot... Promisse me you'll wanna visit your country too, a lot ok?

But... When i started talking to you, and getting to know you better the passion for the country was not anymore a important thing, cause someone more was growing... I started to love you... And... Feeling things i never felt before...
You made me wanna life intensibly again, you have saved me, my little snow flower...
Life's worth living with you ^^

I wanna kiss you, hug you, pet you, pet your eyebrows, your back, your... soft skin... I love you and i miss you...
That's why i'll live that four whole days at max. I'll life them like there's no life tomorrow... I LOVE YOU!

I wonder how i'll react at the airport, when i get to hug you again... I can just hug you, i can start to cry without stoping like in the other night when we were at the hotel... I can react in some many different ways... So be prepared...
I'll be so lost, that's a sure... I might be blind and not see anyone... Just attack me if i feel lost ^^'

Don't mind me if i don't react that well with your parents, or if i'm just too quiet if i'm with them... It's just my way... I'm shy...

Uh... I'm bleeding through my nose, this is sooooooo unpleseant :/

Healed now... at least doesn't taste like blood anymore...

Gosh, i should go to bed... Tomorrow i have a lot of work to do... There's a new season of labels to make, and we have to make samples for the new season, it's a hard time, and i'll skip some few work days to go there, so i really have a lot to do :/
But well... i had to write this...