I love you <3

I love you :3 Yes i do!!! :3

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

2 days!

For some reason i started to cry... Uncontrolably...

I'm scared... A bit, of all this moving in thing... It's gonna be the first time that i take a so seriously step like this...

And besides i feel you are not completly happy...

...I know, hun... it's hard to move, you will miss your people, i understand that, but i want you to know that i'll support you always, and i'll hug you, and cheers you up... like you said to me "You're what keeps my thoughts clear, and hold me up so I dont fall. Or if I do... You're the one to pull me up. And hold me close, never to push me down again." And that's the main reason i'm living...
I love you, honey, my love, and i promisse to you, whenever we got chance, we'll travel there, or if your parents want to pay you a trip for you to go there, i'm really ok with that... Christa can come here, not only once, but more times, and when i earn better i can pay for her trips, i just want to see you happy, i'm so happy, hun.... I have you... I wanna live all my life with you...
I feel that in here i'll be able to make your life a fairy tale, cause i have a steady job, a family that is avaiable to help us... And mostly... You have me... That will be always by your side, always!!!

But let's think on the good things, ok? A lot more than the bad things! We have OUR OWN home... It's in my name, but will be in ours soon, when we marry :3 and i'll marry you :3
We'll be living on our own, YAY! We can do whatever we wanna. :3

You know? I wont stop writing on this blog, you might, i know, but i wont... I'll keep on writing it always, even if it's just for a simple "I love my princess"

Oh! Just found out on facebook your brother likes Porto :'D i wroted there "Allez Porto Allez" sorry ^^'

You'll read this before we talk, i guess, so... I'll probably be out with dad, we need to do some stuff on our cars, go to see if the apartment is already ready, and we'll go to stores, so don't wonder, ok? Would be nice to get a text from you when you ready this tho... ok? Love! <3>

I can't wait!!! I can't waaaaaaaaaitttttt x3

8 days now!!! It's past midnight here ^^'
Living together, we can do anything!! No more msn to comunicate!!! (Except when i'm working hard *cough*)
We'll live together!!!!! nhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiih ^^'

Of course you are scared! I'm scared too, but you are gonna MOVE from COUNTRY that's a huge deal of stuffy stuff! damn! You did all this for me :3 our love is so amazingly real :3
But i'll be here for you, just for youuuuuuuuuuuuuu, helping you through the hard times and everything you need! And we can do travels, when we are a little healthier on money we can go regularly to Finland and to visit your friends and family, and i really want that, i really enjoyed Finland, it's great for spending some time, though i thing i would freeze if i stayed there more than two weeks, i've noticed when i went there that i'm really not used to that kinda cold, it's really extreme for a latin guy x'D

Yeah, we are having a lot of things already for our home, more than i was expecting for, my parents are beeing really nice, and they didn't gave any opinion on stuff, so i choose all by myself :3 and i choose the sofa more accordingly to your tastes... Textile, orange, big, comfy, with big pillows!!! Your love it! And there's some side puffs, it's so nice!!!
And the bedroom furniture, it's so me! x) Simple and straight line, i really hope you'll like it! And our big kitcheen. It's already with a lot of appliances! Woven, the black thingy to cook, fridge, dishwasher machine, washing machine, microwave...
Towels??? x'D Mum showed me 30 minutes ago the tons of new towels she will gave us xD But i want us to buy some of our own :3 We already have the forks and knifes, we'll have glasses (i dunno why mum bought them long time ago, and never used them) but now it's ours :3 Tony gave us the TV, Teia offered a table for the rats (i think it's too small, but would be rude to refuse) if you don't like it we can use it for wood for the fireplace xD
We have coffe thingyes (for the non existing coffe machine) maybe you'll find someone to give us a coffe machine, huh? x'D (and at this moment i dunno if it's coffe or coofe)

:3 Of course we'll visit the city, and other cities! I'm thinking at a later time, when you have your bike here in buy a bike for my own and then we can go bike togheter, what do you think?

Yeah, i'll use dad's car, cause our little car only have two seats, just for us :3
Actually dad already mentioned that when someone come visit us we can use his car, and isn't it a fancy car? x)
And i'll teach you how to drive x3 And when we have money for it, you'll have your pink, green or orange car x3

My little baby princess :3 You moved your room, and carried furniture and tv's all by yourself! You are the greatest! You are so strong, in a fragile skin, but so strong!!! I love you! You are the greatest beeing of all :3

And here i am, babbling, i'm so tired that i'm hyper!!! x3 Usually it happens, you'll see howe it works, i will arrive home, "i'm so tired, blablablabla" then i go, and do this and that and that other thing, and i annoy you and all, you'll gonna have to yell at me to stop doing stuff and babbling, then we'll go to bed and the moment i hit my head in the pillow i'll be sleeping x'D You'll see!

I looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove youuuuuuuuu :3
I'm so fucking proud i have you! I love you!!!!! :3:3:3
I love you!!!! I love you, i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you!!!! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

"I'm far from lonely, and it's all that I've got."

10 more days, baby.... Can you believe that? It's just one week.... ( and one weekend... x'> ) And I'm there with you.. Baby, honey? I'll be there with you forever... I will will... x3 Cos I want to.. :3

I'm so scared!! o.O But I trust that you'll make it all okay for me, there... You'll be with me thru some hard times, when I miss home and.. My friends.. Right? I know you will will... It's what you always say. ^^ My darling dear.
Think what all kindsa things we already have for us! Kitchen stuff... Bedroom stuff... We just need the bed... x) And some towels would be usefull.. :'D And food... And then just you and me.. :3

Mum told me that when she and dad moved in, they only had a bed, a minifridge beside the bed, and a tv... So after work and weekends they just laid in bed watching tv and they only had to leave the room to make coffee in the kitchen and use the bathroom... x) Doesnt that sound just right for us, too? :'D Tho I know we'll visit places together... :3 Explore the city and the surrounding areas... x3 I'm so fucking proud I have you!!! You have no idea.... x3

Hmmmmm... I was thinking.... We'll have some visitors from time to time.... What will we do when we need to pick them up or if we wanna go somewhere with them? Like see a game or something... Will we use your dad's car? o.O
And I want you to teach me to drive!! x3 I WANT THAT PINK CAR!!! xD

What else... o.O I noticed that the blond haircolor kinda makes my eyes seem more blue.. Which I think is nice... But the blond is kinda... Hmm.. Too blond.. xD You'll see.. ^^

Get your hands off the girl,

Can't you see that she belongs to me?

And I don't appreciate this excess company.

Though I can't satisfy all the needs she has

And so she starts to wander...

Can you blame her?

You satisfy my every need... :3 Even tho you always seem so insecure about it.. You should really finally realize it, honey love... I only want you! I dont need any gadgets, furniture, any fancy things... I dont need luxury, nothing like that... Just you. Ok baby? I really dont like it when you always think that you'd fail if you dont do something right... Hun, no one's perfect... But you're perfect for me, with your every... "flaw"..

Hmmm.. Ok, actually no.. I love you COS of them...

Even tho I always say something like you'd had to stop doing something... -.-' It's often just cos I'm annoyed by something else and then I take it out on the poor sweet you.. ^^' I'm sorry about that, babes.. You know it will be so much different when we're together... ^^ No harsh fights... We dont need them when we're next to each other.. :3

x3

I love you so much!

I need to eat something now or I'll pass out and you'll start to think I'm being super cold cos I'm not answering anything when you get here... xD

Baby <3<3<3

What i feel when i'm far from you...

It's 2.19... I can't sleep, so i decided to write...

I miss you... So incredibly much... I don't imagine my life without you anymore... You are my life, and without you i would die...

I feel so lost, when i'm not with you... You are my guiding star...

I've never told you this, but... One of my hardest moments of my life was the trip from Helsinki to Porto... I've cried so much... I had with me the keychain picture thingy and the moment i turned it on tears started to roll... Then when i got into the Frankfurt airport, i got so lost... That i went to the bathroom to cry, so no one could see me with tears in my eyes...

I miss you... So much...

And even despite i say that it's only 15 days, and we are together again... It's hard... And everyday far from you it's pain... And it's a eternity...

I'll be yours forever...

I love you... <3<3<3<3

PS: Now i'll try to sleep ^^

Starting our life...

Isn't it amazing?
Few days left and... We'll be living our life! Alone! In our home!!!
It's a great apartment, and i know you'll like it, tho empty it's our place. :3 And yeah, when we have it all legal, and all the papers and all, for the permanent stay of you in here, i'll put it in your name too... But it's ours already, of course.. <3

My life is to be by your side... Since the moment i first talked to you, confirmed with the hug we gave at the Lisbon airport, i've never thought you would hug me like that, you were so warm so... Unique... It was like one of the best moment of my life... And i was so scared, you know that... That maybe you wouldn't like me, the way i look, so i was like "Look at me" And you looked a bit, you looked so lost, and you hugged me again, i would spend hours like that, i've never felt so confortable. And i was not scared anymore...

Now we are moving in! You are gonna come here to live with me! 27 of April 2009, i can't wait for it...
I just wished i had more money like... NOW! So we could decorate the whole place and move your things here without caring about money, but hey... Money will come with time, besides... I gotta start earning more soon. :3
When i work, i now work for us! :3

I'm so nervous about graduation, not that much about beeing in the school, but more because i have to face all your family!

Hum... I'll write more like tomorrow or Sunday, cause i'm not that bright today, as you have noticed x) i've writed a lot of anything x')

I love you, my princess, my baby, my love, my crazy hyper super scandinavian snow princess :3

My future wife! And this is a sure thingy! :3

Love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3